Happy Bday Arshia!

"She say I lo-lo-look like a lollipop"

Basically drunk! Peep pictures. Good ish. I Love my Boys. I Love My Girls. I Love my BFF Arshia. I Love Alcohol. I Love this Night.

I am King!

"Walk like Kings & Queens because that's where we descendented from"

So last night I tuned into MTV as they had a fashion documentary. The DirectTV information says it was detailing the history of baggy clothes in urban fashion. So they dropped the ball on that. In fact it was following Diddy doing his first fashion show in five years and also celebrating his 10 year anniversary of Sean John. Most designers begin their collection for a Feburary 8th show around October/November. Diddy starts his a week or two before Christmas. So as you can imagine a lot of stress and fights go into it. But after watching this I respect Diddy a lot more he isn't a celebrity sign off (a la Fabolous, Jay-Z etc) he is an actual designer and he knows clothing. Also he made a big fashion statement by having an all black model cast and not just all black but all shades of black. He (along with myself and many African-Americans) are sick of the only accepted high class models looking like they just jump out of the Roots series. Black is beautiful in all complexities and shades. I suggest you guys watch it I believe the rerun is Saturday at 11am. If not check the video I posted believe. Until then have a great day

Finding who you are is easier than Creating who you are

"There's only so much you can reinvent about yourself before you end up starting from scratch."

If any one knows me I've been having a tough couple last weeks. Family, Relationships, Work, & School have all been very consuming. The friends you think you have disappear and you're forced to leave the friends that thought they had you. People coming back in my life, people leaving. This is why I hate Diamond Bar everything is a big circle. Things change but they still remain the same. This is why I need a new scenery I hope it's DC but I dont even know. In other news 4/20 is coming up, hopefully I have a new job by then. I'm really anti-blogs because it makes everyone a critic and feel as though their opinion is so important and needs to be heard. I just want to put feelings on paper (even if it's electronic). But even then I wonder why am i doing this?? I leave you with a video