I destroy everything I touch

Honestly these last 2 weeks have been the worst weeks mentally I ever had.
Nothing bad has happen but I am very fearful for my future.
Pending on these grades I may have to take a semester off.
Yea I am getting hours now but when the season is over then what? Cause if I get kicked out of school I am going to need a full time job because I will have to move out. So it's very worrisome add that with my insurance and college loan. I honestly think College may not be for me but after taking that loan out I feel an obligation. So my brain has been fried so in about a week or 2 we will see what my future is going to look like.


PS: I got my ears re-stretched again. 4g and Bloc Party on Monday. Those things make me happy. :)